was I thinking I don't even know it just came over me and I couldn't take it oh please finish it soon I can't stand this it's been so long and all I ever wanted was for the Captain to see me, take me back into her cabin just please don't forget to kill me this has to stop and use me the way she did before that's not too much to ask but please she doesn't even make it stop look at me any more now

now she's looking at

she can't be

now she's looking at me

in her eyes, what's that? is that

please is that